I knew I was incredibly blessed to be able to be a stay at
home mom, but nearly five years and two kids into it I still found the biggest question in
the forefront of my mind each pre-dawn session with the Lord to be, “God, what am I supposed to be doing? How should
I be spending my time?”
You see, there has always been a burning in my heart
to do something big. I’ve felt this way as long as I can remember. I can very
clearly recall being very young, laying in my bed at night, looking out my window
at the star filled Kentucky sky and knowing without a doubt that God had big
plans for my life. Fast forward nearly 30 years and most days “something big”
means a full night with no pee pee in the Pull Up®!
“Seriously, God? I know you have big things for me. What should
I be doing?” And then one morning, sitting on my couch on Northern Virginia in
May 2014 I heard in my spirit, “Tend your sheep.” And suddenly a flood of Biblical
examples came to me. The day David was anointed to be king he was tending his
sheep. (1 Sam. 16) The day Moses received his charge to lead the Israelites out
of Egypt he was tending sheep. (Exodus 3) How did Jacob earn his wives which
led to him becoming the father of the twelve tribes of Israel? By tending sheep!
(Hosea 12:12) What job did Christ think so important that he told Peter (three
times!) he should do if he really loved him? Tend His sheep! (John 21) And
remember those guys out in the field keeping watch over their flocks by night? For
goodness sakes, even Jesus is called the great shepherd! (Ps.23; John 10;
Hebrews 13; 1 Peter 5:4)
Even if you don’t feel like you have a calling for “something
big” (though in His kingdom, anything and everything done for Him is something
big!) you have most likely found yourself covered in spit up, sweeping the same
spot under the table for the tenth time in one day, buried under a pile of
laundry, entirely exhausted and yet still unable to answer the question, “What
did you do all day?” Take heart, sister! We’ve all been there! In the next few
weeks we’ll look more deeply at our calling to tend our sheep (our kids!) and
the freedom and power in giving ourselves fully to that task! So much more to come!!! 😊
“I myself will tend my sheep and give them a place to lie
down in peace, says the Sovereign Lord.” Ezekiel
34:15 (NLT)
Here's a little extra encouragement as you begin this new week!
